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It’s long, I know. I’m sorry, but I desperately need help. Someone just please help me. If you’re a male, part of this will disturb you, and that’s a warning. I’m crying out of controllably as I’m typing right now, I can’t even see the keyboard clearly b/c of my eyes all blurred up with tears. Now I stopped crying. I really need help. I’m very depressed. Actually, fuck that. Fuck everything. I feel hopeless & everything. It doesn’t even sound like I’m depressed right now. I just cooked a meal for no reason & I didn’t even eat it, after I placed the pot on the kitchen counter, I just fell on the floor and started crying out of controllably & started moving everywhere on the floor. AS I was cooking the meal, all the bad things Ashleigh has done kept on rushing through my head. After a few minutes later, I started throwing things, screaming a few times really loud, and started banging chair cushions that are stuck on the chairs. Few minutes later when I started crying, my brother Alex came by & asked me why I was crying. I didn’t answer him. Then he just looked at the cooked meal and walked away to his room & locked the door. As I was crying, I was at a school hallway holding onto a bench chair with all the boys staring at me as Mr. Carter told & gestured them to stay back but there’s nobody there, it’s just me, my torturous ill mind, and the kitchen. I’ve been having this problem for awhile now. I’ve already asked a question about this kind of behavior/problem. While I was crying, I felt very ashamed b/c I’m on my period & b/c of that I smelled like fish the whole day at school & I feel so sorry for Ryan & Bo but I don’t know why they didn’t say anything & the people around me who smelled me.; I showered last night but through the night, the blood must’ve absorbed through my underwear but I woke up late today so I didn’t have time to change my underwear but to clean my face, put makeup on, change into everyday wear, & put makeup on so as I was crying, I screamed b/c I felt very shameful & embarrassed & yes, I know that was stupid. Me, my mom, and brother, went to Borders yesterday and while my brother went to the Anime section, me & my mom went to psychology/self-help section. I’ve looked through some helpful books w/ mom & we chose one & bought it. It’s called “The Cognitive Behavioral Workbook for Depression” but I don’t know if it’ll help me. In the kitchen, while I was crying, I was “in my mind”…I was having a talk with counselor Ms. Haly & I’m telling her why I’m depressed & what I’m going through. She calls the therapist & calls my mom. That never happened; it was all in my mind. I think I have an obsessive compulsive disorder because as I was looking through books at borders, I had similar symptoms as that. As I was crying,, this girl named Ashleigh Bryant kept on rushing through my head. In fact, she was one of the reasons why I was crying. She was the “main” reason why I was crying. I kept on wondering why I have to go through this, getting affected by her again & again, go through her every damn week or everyday. I’ve already got into an argument her and it was pretty big enough that the whole 8th grade knew. Other than my dad, she’s affected me, poisoned my self-esteem, caused myself damage, & many other things I can’t remember right now. Her, causing me depression is pretty ridiculous. I always wanted to get even w/ her. Always. I hate that girl. Her making fun of me, talking shit about me during lunch time kept on rushing through my head. I shouldn’t go through this. I can’t even go to the counselor for some sort of help, actually any help, b/c if I tell her about Ashleigh, she’ll tell Ashleigh if she really did this & that, and Ashleigh will deny & Ms. Haly will believe her & Ms. Haly will call my mom about my depression, Ms. Haly will make an appointment w/ a therapist, during our car ride to meet therapist, mom will complain & complain why I couldn’t be strong & hold it any longer, & da da da. I’ve been holding it in for months, years, you name it! I’m sick & tired of being this way, I’m also sick & tired of living this way & typing loads of words to express & tell what I’m going through. I really need help. As I was crying, I was typing down how I felt & what I was going through & what I’m doing but I wasn’t, I was bawling on the kitchen floor & saying in my mind, I should’ve been on the computer and for the first time, express how I truly feel & what I’m going through, after that, I started banging the floor or something. As I was crying, [this was when I crawled from the kitchen floor & went to the piano room//library] thoughts of mom & what’s happening in life started to rush through my head. My mom’s tumor inside her baby womb, as she was holding tight on to my hand trying to control her pain, her depressed, staying up all night stressing & worrying over financial problems & all this mess I don’t even know &/or remember, & seeing her eyes with tears splintering out of it. It’s all fucked up! I hate the way my life is. I try to go back to Jesus & tried to read the bible, but something in the back of my head stops it.. I wanted to do my school homework, but I couldn’t. I don’t want to go to school tomorrow, just thinking of school brings me thoughts of Ashleigh & twists me up, & my depression distracting me during classes. There’s more to it, but I just don’t want to type anymore. If you don’t understand & if you’re having problems yourself then just do other things instead of solving this problem. If you’re confused but still willing to help then please re-read this. I’m not depressed just b/c of Ashleigh, I’m also depressed b/c of my life & mom.

Dearest Gloria,
You won't be able to solve your problems without gaining emotional control first. I understand how your abusive past can lead to outbursts, it does in me too. But you need to calm down, and start working on your situation with intelligence and creative energy. Try not to throw your energy into unproductive outcomes, take your problems one at a time and try and find creative/sensible solutions. Throwing things around your kitchen and cooking meals needlessly won't solve your problems. The most important thing is to get on the right track, and start making progress on getting better. The first step is to learn emotional control, and the second step is figuring out smart ways to solve the problems.
Your friend, Steve

2008-02-11 13:51:43 by GLK

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The best experience I had with public transportation was when I took a bus to New York. I was always interested in heading to New York City ever since I was 13. My mother told me I was far too young to travel to New York alone, and that I had to wait for another 5 years. I replied saying that I would be 18 then, and a college freshman. She told me she cared for my safety, and I would have to wait. Of course I couldn’t win this argument since she was the parent and I was just a child at the time. So I went to my room and marked down the date when I finally reach 18 on my birthday. After a few years I officially turned 18. My mother came home from work on a Friday and told me to start packing. It was during the summer I had planned this trip for. I was thrilled to see the sights in New York. I went online to check the statues of the bus schedules. After I had the information I was ready to leave for tomorrow. It was Saturday morning when my mother came into my room to tell me to wake up or I’ll miss my bus. I got up and showered, put my casual clothes on since fashion is a major pat of the city aspects took my luggage and was ready to leave. My mother dropped me off at the Bus stop. The bus had arrived exactly on time. I boarded the bus and sat next to a large window for passengers to view sightings. The bus was ready to departure. During the bus ride I notice small T.V screens, A.C, soft cushion chairs, and cup holders. The ride to New York took approximately 2 hours but I didn’t care for how long it took, the ride was wonderful with all of these things it had to offer. Once the bus came to a stop I knew I was at the Port Authority Bust Terminal. Passengers and I departed from the bus. I called my father telling him I made it. He said ‘’Well done my boy’’ meet me at 42nd street. From there I stated to explore New York City with my father who was of course already experienced.

- How does this sound?

- Is it ok what should I change?

- Need opnions/ help

age -18 Student

when you write numbers in an essay put thirteen instead of 13.
(for example.)

Other than that, job well done mate :]

keep up the good work!

2008-10-21 06:18:06 by INFO

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Can someone give me a rough estimate as to how much this would cost, all remodeling is being done in a single family home (just to give you an idea of the size)
-Painting pretty much the whole basement, so there arent any rooms, just the outer walls. Its a single family home with a full basement. I'm not sure how many square feet or else I would tell you.
-reupholstering an old wingback chair so that the back is aquua and the rest is black and white checks
- a 12'x 4' peice of counter top, with supporting bars
- four retro bar stools
-four retro styled dinner chairs
-painting an old dinner table
-a projector and projection screen (for movies)
-enough drywall to make a 3foot floor to ceiling wall
-matress for the day bed
-large cushion for a 3'x10' area (to make a sort of window seat)
-sink with counter/storage area underneath
-shower/bath tub
-toilet
-getting running water to all of the above fixtures, there is running water in the basement but only one pipe, how much woudl it cost to get that pipe extended about 10 feet?
-20 feet of floor to ceiling drywall, and supoprting wood, enough to make a wall pretty much.

Howm uch do you think this would all cost. like a rough estimate?
What if you removed the last 5 items?
I just meant no bathroom, because we are leaving part of the basement unfinished, but it will still need to be painted and such.
I love the no girftcards sale or taxes thing :)

a minimal of *15,000 if you do it properly


*sales and gift cards did not apply in this math
no tax was figured in either

2009-01-17 16:16:09 by beauteimparfait

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how bad of a day would this be for you?

so you wake up early, then have breakfast. you leave with like 45 minutes to spare, thinking nothing will happen.

so you drive 5 more minutes, then you realize you gotta take a dump!
so you stop and drop the kids off, only to realize that theres only one smidgen left of paper!

after this, you have no time to spare, so you just stick in your pants, and use it as "cushion"

when your boss tells youll be in a meetin all day you cringe. the whole time your scaratchin your butt on the chair, tryin to relieve that goosh darn weedgie. it gets worse too. it starts to stick and you the whole time your rockin back and forth, hopin nobody will notice.

finally, after spendin the whole day in a chir with a big wedgie, you go home, rip off the toilet paper(oowwwiiee) and have to take a shower!

lol THE END

XD

Definitely a 10! That would be horrible!

2009-04-21 06:59:21 by countrybuddyischillin

I have a 7 and a half month Min Pin. She is my second Min Pin I've owned. The first one was lively but really delightful and not completely out of control. This dog I have now I have had since she was 7 weeks old. I am really finding it hard. She bites me and jumps up at me ALL the time and I have welts on my arms and legs from her nails digging into me where she jumps up. She has destroyed two leather chairs (shredding their cushioning in mere minutes while I was taking a shower). She will only defecate in my living room and not outside. If I even so much as move, she comes launching herself at me and jumps on me scratches me and bites my ankles and calves. If I dare to eat or open the fridge, she does the same. Yes she has plenty of toys and gets a reasonable amount of exercise. Is this behaviour something she may grow out of as she gets older? I am really depressed and my life is hell. At what age do puppies generally pass into adulthood and calm down some?

They don't 'grow out of' it. You should have been correcting this behavior since she first started doing this. The best thing to do now, is take her to doggie obedience classes and/or get a dog trainer.

Dogs are pack animals and in every pack there is a leader/domineering dog. By letting this behavior go on like this, you have allowed her to think that she is the pack leader. Re-gain or gain control and let her know that you are in charge.

http://www.dogtrainingbasics.com/PuppyCo ntrol.html

http://www.dogtrainingbasics.com/WhenTRA INED.htm

http://www.peteducation.com/article.cfm? c=2+2085&aid=2415

2009-05-13 12:36:53 by telling it like it is